Cuntbunny

Daddy's Girl

2012-02-01T23:33:00.001-08:00

waits like daddy's little girl...
Like a good girl should
Waiting for the flood
Like a flower
Thirsty for the showers
There's nothing colder than sleeping without you by my side
Always wondered
Now it's real
This cowgirl howls
a prairie song
From her Texas heart
To yours
It was you the whole time
I never even saw this coming
Love that's built to last
Good soil
To plant our seeds in
We can't be stopped
You've lit these fires in me
I love you forever

January 10, 2012

2012-01-11T14:19:00.001-08:00

The universe keeps us at bay
My mind, heart and soul reels at the possibilities
I'm ignited
By your spark
I love the way you are taking your time
You've brought something to the table worth my consideration
I will smooth you over as
You move in closer

Aldebaran the fiery eye of Taurus the bull

2012-01-08T23:55:00.001-08:00

My deepest scars become stories etched in the history of life itself.

Dec 30, 2011

2012-01-02T09:36:00.000-08:00

Swings bring a sense that I could fly.
Tonight the stars are bright
and the park is saturated with the sounds
from creaking branches swaying in the wind.
I see the little dipper and Polaris beneath Cassiopeia
small clouds are tearing into swirls
hauling with the speed of a fleet of ghost ships
lonely vessa on the swing
a ragamuffin getting ready
to take flight

Hope

2011-12-29T23:50:00.003-08:00

Hope there's someone
Who'll take care of me
When I die, will I go

Hope there's someone
Who'll set my heart free
Nice to hold when I'm tired

There's a ghost on the horizon
When I go to bed
How can I fall asleep at night
How will I rest my head

Oh I'm scared of the middle place
Between light and nowhere
I don't want to be the one
Left in there, left in there

There's a man on the horizon
Wish that I'd go to bed
If I fall to his feet tonight
Will allow rest my head

So here's hoping I will not drown
Or paralyze in light
And godsend I don't want to go
To the seal's watershed

Hope there's someone
Who'll take care of me
When I die, Will I go

Hope there's someone
Who'll set my heart free
Nice to hold when I'm tired

Watering hole

2011-12-29T22:59:00.001-08:00

Nobody knows
Nobody knows
Angel
Your heart hurts here
Your heart hurts here
Your heart hurts here
When you come to me
Don't forget your feelings
I've got nothing you you might need
I'm always bleeding
Oh don't you excite me
And please don't explain
There is no meaning here
Just potential for gain
You've got infinite patience
And the scent of the sea
Love these days when I'm near you
Watering hole, watering hole
Why did you lie to me
Did you lie to me
Why did you say those things
You didn't mean
My heart hurts here
My heart hurts here
What a wonderful fever
I'd had nothing but rain
We just made a decision
It's pain
It's pain
It's pain
I've got nothing to hold you
Got no chest to contain
You're a cave full of treasure
Watering hole, watering hole

Ace of Cups

2011-12-26T23:35:00.000-08:00

Sugary words lashing
Oh my wounded heart is so hopeful
Each lick makes my soul swell
This crush is like sweet water
Quenching, life giving
To this thirsty cowgirl
Texas sized palpitations
Pumping and raging
make my love grow
Scarred and kicked
no way of knowing
If I'll be destroyed
If I'll be adored
and in turn adore

Take me away

2011-12-23T22:46:00.001-08:00

Take me away
Take me away
Lord take away these chains from me
My body's young,
But my spirits not free
Lord take away these chains from me

Rusty cowgirl

2011-12-23T17:59:00.000-08:00

Old dusty road
Babbling bubbling inner dialogue crooked spine
soul on fire
True grit
Trekking through the rows of houses
Children, lovers, mamas n papas
All gathered around together
Laughing, cooking
Sayin grace,
looking at family pictures
building stories
Nostalgia in a thick, dreamy haze fills my brain
as I walk alone
been here before
The fiery maple leaves
crest in waves
perfect wrought iron fence
protects a brightly lit house
blinking red and gold lights
electric candy
this time of year
excitement
misery
so lonesome
I could cry
the well's run dry
I was an ocean
nourishing
Endless
Always a cowgirl
Don't fence me in
and I will be a river

My Texas heart is full.

2011-12-21T00:00:00.000-08:00

I am from a broken down F150 in the yard, its camper proudly displaying rotting rose printed curtains and two big mouth bass decals on the sides. It sits there still in a wild flower jungle full of old tools and night mares.

I am from fire crystals that made so many fires into what looked just like Chinese New Year with the people you love. Nights spent under the biggest skies laughing and telling stories on hay bales

I am from "I got it at the getting place" and endless beatings. Nights spent hiding from the whiskey monster.

I am from bb guns, riding bikes past the dump, and pulling nails out of windows to sneak out into the unknown.

I am from skinned knees and climbing trees, watching the sunset everyday and feeding the horses grass.

I am from truth or dare, Vietnam veterans, broken old men and sleeping under bridges.

I am from dancing naked in the rain, breaking into swimming pools and riding the spinnaker at Six Flags over Texas over and over. Always riding alone cuz it made me slide to the back of the car and giggle while Arlington spun past me.

I am from catching perch off the dock, baitin' the trot line and picking dinner from the garden. The fried catfish, fresh sliced tomatoes with salt, fried okra and sun tea were devoured after saying grace.

I am from long distance trucking, sneaking out dads whiskey and hiding in abandoned houses.

I am from skinny dipping, lightning bugs and June bugs rattling screen doors.

I am from locusts calling out in waves, cottonwood floating and giant willow trees to nap under.

My heart is red and sweet, it pounds like a bull thundering across open prairie.
" Hard to be soft,
tough to be tender. "

"Too young to hold on,
And too old to just break free and run."

I am stoking my own fire. It's a good heat I'm building to last.

Anticipation

2011-12-18T20:48:00.001-08:00

Anticipation

Electricity flashes through my brain
as I think of you coming into the house. I'm soaping my thighs, hips and ankles as I fantasize that your hands are on my body. I hear your deep rumbling voice tell me I'm such a good girl. I feel your strong hands circle my thighs, the back of my knee, the bell of my ass. You hug my body while your on your knees behind me. You kiss my hips slowly while the warm water rushes down to my toes. You taste me, testing the waters. I spread my legs saying "drink me". You bury your mouth in my pussy from behind lapping at my clit and I shudder. I feel your urgency to explore and let you dive into my body head first. You lick me over and over working your way into my ass. I'm quaking now. My legs are like jelly. You put me on my knees in my room. Still dripping wet the both of us are. I'm blind folded and quiet. I feel the air rushing, but it's too late to wince before the paddle cracks my ass. The sting flows like lava. My instinct takes over and I back up into the air like a cat in heat. I feel your fingers on my head delicately
curl a fistful of my hair holding me in place. "Down" you tell me. I sit back on my haunches whimpering.

My lover the sea

2011-12-18T20:43:00.001-08:00

My Lover the Sea

I am that child with the round, dirty face
who on every corner bothers you with his
"can you spare a quarter?"
I am that child with the dirty face
no doubt unwanted
that from far away contemplates coaches
where other children
emit laughter and jump up and down considerably

I am that unlikeable child
definitely unwanted
with the round dirty face
who before the giant street lights or
under the grandames also illuminated
or in front of the little girls that seem to levitate
projects the insult of his dirty face

I am that angry and lonely child of always,
that throws you the insult of that angry child of always
and warns you:
if hypocritically you pat me on the head
I would take that opportunity to steal your wallet.

I am that child of always
before the panorama of imminent terror,
imminent leprosy, imminent fleas,
of offenses and the imminent crime.

I am that repulsive child that improvises a bed
out of an old cardboard box and waits,
certain that you will accompany me.

- Reinaldo Arenas (1943-1990)
Cuban revolutionary poet & author, exiled in NYC under Castro

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Dream time

2011-10-25T13:33:00.001-07:00

Dreamed I was trying to save this man from death. Death was like being rotten and threadbare under water screaming hollowness. The instrument of death was a gun. The gun was shot and went through this quarter making a perfect hole. I was in some huge garage. The killer was a henchmen who could turn into a snake like creature made of paper. I was tricking it into laughter. I woke myself up talking to it. I had two souls to save from him, the souls were brothers. Pigment, concrete, machines. I also dreamed before that I was tending this couple. They were sleeping together on the ground in this huge theater kind of back stage among light rigging and props. I was taking double handfuls of wet sand and patting their hips. They were spooning. I was careful not to wake them. I was scared the man would rape me if he woke up. The woman was my sister. Somehow that gave the man the right to take me if he so desired. I did not like that. I started building bigger hips and thighs on my own body with the sand. I was sitting on my knees thinking of cleopatra. There were electrical circuits under the sand and machines for me to manipulate. .......

Lately drumming

2011-10-24T12:48:00.001-07:00

pretend I'm going to sleep
Dreaming of c batteries
Thinking of the perfect lover
Touching myself
Blazing a path from my yoni to my heart
A stroke of lightning
In my kitty bed
In my brothers closet
Unbeknownst to them all
I stoke the fire inside
Burning hotter than the sun
Between my thighs
Pillars of joy
Cocked and loaded
Ansy Trigger finger
Disco fever in my pj's
Pushing the limits
Of my own pleasure
Desire
Fingers in my mouth
Suckling the flesh
Of my own rare fruit
Exploring the possibilities
Fiddler in the shadows
Getting to know me
Increasing velocity
At the thought of you
Inside me pushing
All boundaries
My pulse like a drum
Signaling other tribes
DANGER
Explosions of shattered magick
Flying through space
Out of time
My secret song
Fills the air
With headiness

wild at heart

2011-09-03T19:27:00.000-07:00

A light ever traveling
toward super nova
a galaxy folds into itself
causing it to warp
a heart freed from pain
heavy with longing
to belong
to be lighted
to super nova
smoothing out my face lines
walking with a lighter step
broadening my graciousness
overflowing with gratitude
octopus arms like tongues licking the air
searching out meaning
in the center of the hive
a cyborg metropolis
complete with drone after drone
tasting and smelling
all of the beauty and horror
bustling around me and
within me

In the garden today

2011-08-26T18:00:00.000-07:00

A mouthful of mandarins
bursting sunshine on her tongue
while she regards her brush strokes,
application of pigments,
and her freshly painted feet
Dreamsicle orange petals sway
rustling papery sounds
sunflower stalk on the rise
green grass and leaves
snail trails and spider webs
made of metal additives
shimmer at night
only the lucky will see
the secret glittering messages
left here and there
in the garden
all over her hands today
in her hair
on her coveralls
unzipped
like a banana peeled to the middle
promising fruit
sleeves tied at her waist
In the garden
she listens to the wind
she sings and smiles
she's being watched
taunted
taught
like a fruit in the heat
ready to burst
and rain colorful sugars
and nectar into the soil
the earth laughs in flowers
laughter heals the soul

entitled

2011-08-17T20:38:00.000-07:00

An earthquake
imminent
richly deserved
warm skin
cool hands
palpitating heart
out of side walk chalk
goosebumps
ripples of expectation
into the sea
crashing waves
pull me under
taking me away
to drown in dreams

Journey into the void

2011-08-16T21:36:00.000-07:00

This ancient passage
overwhelmingly familiar
the symbols carved, painted
pull at my mind
I am deep in this place
again and again
every night
reaching toward ecstasy
the conch shell horn blows
a resonant, haunting song
that pulls at my mind
remember where you are
where you've been
deep tunnels leading
to the beginning and
the end
of enlightenment
snakes and water slides
in my dreams
every night
again and again
riding the light
fucking myself
into oblivion
total annihilation
stories told
and untold
a secret place
I've been
again and
again
listening for the quiet sound
low to the setting sun
awaiting twilight
where I will find
more dreams
to taunt me
reminding me
of a place
I've been visiting
again and again
fucking myself
into the great unknown
exalting
shattered lives
lived
again and again
snakes and water slides
tunnels leading to the center
of my being
remember who you are

dripping with light

2011-08-15T19:39:00.000-07:00

Thighs spread
Shooting stars
awaiting visitors
from another planet
No secret
she needs
this forced pressure
no limits
ginger wildfire
ignites
inspires
an engagement
a moment
a trip to the outer limits

Like a hammer

2011-07-02T19:18:00.001-07:00

I feel like someone has a snow shovel and is continuously smashing my heart with it, but it just won't stop beating

All is full of love

2011-06-28T19:02:00.001-07:00

Wildfire, neon light, fox prance
cultivated steady into
produce, electric bill, morning route

no quick recovery
from humdrum numbness
your words are like ice daggers
into my heart

tow the load
down the old dusty trail
nobodies fault but my own
on my way
to the wildfire prance
two by two
full of hope and lightning bug power

Hey boy

2011-06-22T16:24:00.001-07:00

In this place you are standing behind me. I can feel your breath upon my body. Come closer to me...I am drowning in this longing to take action. Clawing to rise above the surface and take a deep breath and clear my mind of you. I am haunted............

As I lay here in my room all alone, you in my head, I scan over the surface of my fleshscape. Watching the living hills rise and fall with each breath. I see my thighs like pillars made of milk, knees leaning on one another like lovers strolling through the park. They sway from left to right in tune with the music softly wafting through the air. Subtle vibrations that influence my emotions always. The covers are velveteen and this room is dark. In my solitude I relish the serenity and freeness of it all. I can pretend you're here and writhe about seductively while you watch me on my bed. Or I can imagine you watching me through the bathroom window where the amber oiled steam rises like swirling phantoms out the window into the night air. Your eyes just above the sill as I'm smoothing my oils over my shoulders and arms. The sweat and bathwater tears blend and roll down my waist in rivulets to the curves of my hips. I raise one leg and with both hands I smooth the scented loveliness up and down my inner thigh. I move my hands up my belly to my ribs, to my breasts. You are what is on my mind in moments like these. You've been here for so long. You were there when I snuck out of the window into the night and ran naked through the forest. You were there the time I sprawled out on top of my dad's car in the yard under the moonlight, nipples taut at the cold twilight. You'll be there when I lay my head down tonight and summon you here with me.
Not totally. No, never are you really here, but you may never come to me in such form. I will make due with the apparition. Maybe in a parallel universe I appear in your head, daunting you and seducing you over and over again. I wonder if I have black feathered wings, or tendrils of light sprouting from between my shoulders that encompass you and turn you all around. You've unfurled your obsidian wings for me. I've heard your hooves disturb the dusty understory of the forest where I crept all naked and wild. You've chased me underwater and kissed me there giving me gills. I'll swim in these fantasies from this world to the next, and from the next back to this. I carved this deep inside myself and it displays beautifully.

Our brightest star

2011-06-22T16:22:00.001-07:00

Always changing, never failing to pull me in. Swept away by it. The sensation of particlizing, fragmenting into nothing. Overwhelmed with passion as I'm being cut loose in this place called Melissa. Rolling smooth curves swoon beneath the blazing energy of the sun. I lay down to look at my beautiful landscape. I run my fingers across the hills of living flesh. Tremors blanket my breast at my touch. My tightened nipples giggle at the warning of potential earthquakes. My knees part for the heat of our brightest star. That's all it takes to get me there. A wild place where the best lover of all lovers comes to me and brings me the sweetest treasure........

I can see it waiting to happen. I can feel it ready to begin. Turning over, I press my face into the cool fabric of my pillows. They smell of me after a long, hot soak. They entice me with their secrets kept within from nights of fantasies and wonton desires. I arch my back as I gather my knees beneath me. The covers fall away like a curtain in an underground theater. My hips sway from side to side as I part my legs slowly, slightly. I arch my back so my ass is as high in the air as possible and rub it open palmed around in circles. "Smack!" I slip my fingers into my mouth and wet them. As I'm sucking my fingers and spanking myself I dream of you. I slip my newly moistened finger tips between my legs to wet my feverish clit. All eyes are on me in my mind as I spread my legs wider. My pussy is warm and aching to be fucked. I imagine you here rubbing my ass. Kissing it, adoring it. You press your lips to my cunt from behind like a thirsting convict parched from the dry heat of living on the lamb. Tingles and shudders course through my whole body down to my toes. You enter my slit with flattened tongue as you squeeze my ass. I want you to show me everything. You rise up behind me and run your fingers up the nape of my neck. You pull me up by a fistful of hair and nudge me towards the wall. I raise my hands as we draw nearer. The support of the wall is good. I know I'm gonna need it. Then I feel warm liquid rolling down my back over my ass spilling over my cunt like a river to the sea. Oil me down, caress my newly oiled thighs. Tell me what you're going to do to me. You get out a big paddle and proceed to oil it down as well. I feel such anticipation. Butterflies set loose in my belly. I know it's coming but I don't know when! "Pow!" Oh how that sting brings me pleasure. Again and again you spank it like you stroke your own cock. You relish at the site of my red ass from your unrelenting power. I feel your cock slap against my slippery outer thigh with every stroke. You stop suddenly, my eyes are closed. I want you to spank my hot pussy, but I am waiting for your command. I feel your hand cup it from behind. You give it a good, solid clap. The blood rushes to my face. You proceed to steadily smack my pussy with your cupped hand. I want to writhe at this, but I dare not. You slide your thumb inside me as you curl your pointer finger around my wet, pink bell. Your teeth are on my back and neck. Tongue, lips, teeth all intermingle around my throat. I can't help but rock back driving your thumb deep inside my sopping cunt. Back and forth, back and forth moaning. Your other hand all over my shiny hard breasts Then you grab me by the hips and pull my ass towards you bending me over onto the bed again. You push my face to the pillows and give a good, hard blow to each cheek. You push your hard cock into my stoked cunt. You drive it all the way up into me till it can go no further. "My god your going to break me." "Fuck me, fuck my pussy, fuck me like the whore I am." Your pumping me good now. I love the way your balls slap up against my clit with every thrust. You rake your nails from the base of my skull down my back only to rake along my hips and up to my heaving chest. You pinch down and roll my nipples like crisp, golden almonds between your fingertips whilst pounding me harder and harder. My cunt is sopping and oiled as you pull away only to slam back into me like a crazed animal. I am reared back with my ass as high as the sky with my face smashed down in the covers when you pull out. You slather my ass good with another oil again. You slide your cock between the hot curves of my fully lubed ass cheeks. You fill my ass with warm oil as you play with my clit. Then I feel the head of your cock pushing to enter my most secret pleasure. You push it in further till your hips meet mine. I'm beyond control at this point. I can't stop moaning. You slowly retreat from me. My ass, tight and slippery, undulates and melts with hot relief as you pull away. You slip it back in softly and I feel the push again. I find myself telling you "Fuck my tight ass just like that." I want to feel your big cock all the way in and all the way out and I just can't help but tell you how much I love it. Your hands on each cheek with your fingers spanned out wide around them. The sound you make as you slide in and out makes me want to make you come so hard. We begin to gain momentum together. I can sense your urgency to dispatch your bridled spark from deep within. You grab a handful of hair and begin to slap up against me as you thrust your turgid member harder and deeper into me. Then I'm there. Waves of the most pleasurable vibrations begin to tumble like thunder throughout my body. You disembogue your lascivious load into me. You're reducing my once proud, reared back, cowgirl stance to a quivering pool of duantless satisfaction. I tremble and twitch curled up and spent. Now you know what's in the heart of my engine's rage.

Forged

2011-06-22T16:20:00.001-07:00

I am swimming in the sweetest water
I am asleep deep in the forest of dreams
My mirrors are enamored of you
You flash and flicker through the prisms of my minds eye
I run warm and wet through the heavy green grass
Breathless and laughing
The moon shines for me and lays her silver blessings
Down dancing across my taught nipples
Your words are forged into me
Deep and penetrating
Sparks of light unfold from my tongue
Into your ear racing into your brain
Showing you the heavens that await you

On bottom

2011-06-22T16:18:00.000-07:00

The sting heats me
like a home in the snow,
all warm and snug inside.
I want you to provide
the sting I so deeply crave.
Feeling like a little girl who done something bad,
chastised sweetly,
spellbound by your authority.
Red earth is the color of heat...

Overpower me
anticipating, wincing, wanting.
Punish me for wanting this.
How badly I ache
for you to be there
when I'm coming out of my steaming
perfumed bath.
How tantalizing it would be to feel
both finger and thumb's
pinching pressure
upon my steaming oiled nipples
with your cheek touching mine.
One hand to my throat
the other digging nails
into the bell of my ass....

As I lay here in the tub
I dream of this place
where you put me over
your knee.
You pull my head back
with tenderness.
Slip the leather bit
to the back of my bite and
pull the reigns.
Crack my sweet, flawless
round ass.
The sting melts me
and my liquid self mixes
with the bubbles
swirling in the scorching hot water.

I'm still dreaming
when I'm drying off.
I rub scented cream
into my thighs and buttocks
I give myself a firm smack.
It's so good.
It's not enough.
I give the peach
a few stinging slaps.
I smart at the feel of it,
wincing at the pain-
then that dizzying sting again...
It makes me wet,
my bell swells
at the thought of you
pulling the reigns
and spanking my cheeks
while slowly
pumping into
my aching cunt.
Hand prints blending
into each other
all over my ass
the leather tastes so good
between my teeth
Feeling your hands
smooth over my thighs....
Tie me down..
Take me over and over....

Making a mastery out of submission

2011-06-22T16:15:00.000-07:00

Her heart is red and sweet
Fuchsia locks, fishnet and converse
the old English is making her chocolate eyes flash wild
the paddle is going to crack like thunder tonight
Dress up with the corset...."Suck in now, that's a good girl."
Pats her lap and flashes her smile at me
Giggles ensue
The flash goes off with the first stinging smack
OUCH!!
Shut up and take it
Yes mam.....
Hips twist at the squeeze and pinch
sweaty forehead biting lip
IT HURTS!!
Not enough
I laugh at the searing heat
so she'll keep me in her heavenly lap
I can smell her hair from down here
When I get my hands on you.......
Bouncing baby lotion kisses
wincing and full of excitement at the possibilities
Black slip upon black slip
Her poor purple ass
she mocks me with her laughter
My bare hand will teach her
Oh! Yeah that one fucking hurt didn't it?
Mmmm...
He's wanting in now
I'm ready for this
I had no idea it was coming
She's so merciful kissing away my tears
He's tall and ominous over me
paddle held high
He knows me too well
gets me every time
Her twin offerings bring comfort
make me feel safe
till her pearly whites sink into my neck
reminding me of my place.
He's had it way too easy
Who do you love boy?
Say it or you'll regret it.
The sound of the air rushing around the paddle's descent
stokes the fiery furnace of my engine's rage
I am the fucking thirty foot woman
and you a mere plaything
take it like a man
squirm like the sweet bitch you are
my pale skinned master

tortured sweetly
He's so angry and hard
I am drunk with lust
we are laughing our selves to death

Easy money these two
I've got them right where I want them

String puller

2011-06-22T14:16:00.000-07:00

Fingers curled through my ribbons
to lace me up tight
You give them a solid yank
.....smiling.....
Silken, hand-made
threadbare and tattered
twirling spirals
hit the floor
in a pile of black coils
at my bare feet
you're a nail biter
a liar
secret snatcher
kissing snake
you dress me
in your panties
you undress me
in your bedroom
one line drawings
of me
as Artemis
I am your huntress
I will take you down
two black diamonds
you and I
bone and blood
flesh and calcium
water and electricity
dreams encased in soft tissue
you are chaos calling
I am the rhythm you seek
I ran through crisp air and autumn leaves
to your room
not a moment to spare
you will dissappear
and with you all that magic
that is made up of only us

Waiting in line

2011-06-22T13:14:00.000-07:00

On the bus, waiting in a ticket line, at the grocery store or anywhere and I become immersed in these thoughts. I drift into this hidden place where I make up the worlds the people in line live in. They catch my eye and I imagine them in the shower, wrestling into their socks or swimming naked in a river. I take off their clothes and take down their protective walls all in a moment in line. I watch this woman texting, smiling to herself while she is living in another world with someone else as she stands so near. I imagine she's having a magical time all her own. I stare because she is beautiful. I watch her because we are strangers and may never cross paths again.

oh comely

2010-11-08T18:26:00.000-08:00

So my good friend invites me out to his gym last weekend. He just so happens to work for Microsoft. So I could go into the details of the whole schematics of how the day began and the three cardio rooms dimly lit with recessed lighting. I could ramble on about the grandiose architecture and the family aquatic center, but I'd rather cut straight to the women's locker room if you don't mind...

which I'm sure you don't

So there I was all cold and wet and dripping from lapping about after my hard boiled cardio workout, my nano separating me from the droid bot people bustling about the compound when I entered the ultimate shangri la girl's lavatory. First of all my friend is male and could not help me navigate through the extravagant labyrinth of lounges and vanities in search of the women's sauna/Jacuzzi Spa room. I don't recall what the actual title of this area was,but I digress.
At first I was feeling a little intimidated by the richie richne$$ atmosphere of every section I visited, but then suddenly I was co mingling with a myriad of half naked, steaming female bodies. Some dressed and fresh from the fight in cardio kick class, some just in panties towelling their hair frantically all pink and white and tantalizing. There were women wearing towels kept together by a tidy little fold about their breasts just bubbling up and boiling over with only a hair clip separating me from that heaven.

Now here's what happens to me in such situations. Inside I feel like a total pervert. I feel like a spy who's been batting for the other team the whole time while pretending to be a comrade. I darted for the jacuzzi room and was taken aback by the sheer elegance and comfort I walked into. Layed out before me was this sunlit room with classical music and lounge chairs with naked women lounging on them. I would not have been surprised if at any minute cherub's were to enter the room swooping and diving with ribbons of pink silk preparing for Aphrodite's entrance via clam shell ascension from the whirlpools. To my right was a wall of sauna's where this lady and what I assume was her daughter (maybe 16) in their towels punching codes or what ever into the control pad on the outside of the entrance. It was impossible not to feel like a complete perv then. This girl was hardly wearing the towel! YIKES! No thanks. I don't need to see that.
The sun lounge then led me to Three giant (when I say giant I mean at least ten people VERY comfortably) hot tubs tiled in white separated from the sun room by a large set of fancy tile steps. As I broached this area avoiding eye contact with a gorgeous naked Asian woman I noticed a grey sign set on a brass pole like you would see at the movie theater. This sign listed the spa house rules, like how you must shower with soap before entering the hot tubs and how women under the age of 17 were NOT allowed into the whirlpools without swimsuits as it is state law.
So moseyed on down to the shower and got all squeaky and shiny and wadded up my way to big for me swimsuit (which was actually underwear disguised as a swimsuit) and headed for the Jacuzzis. I was concerned for a moment about being naked in front of all these pretentious betties, but then I decided they where just as curious about what I had going on under my towel as I was. So I just set my wad o suit on the bench, dropped the towel, inhaled a deep, relaxing breath and headed for the only unoccupied whirlpool of the three.

It was heavenly. No one dared get in with the violet haired, tattooed girl! Ha! I floated around like I was a fucking princess. My pink and violet locks swirled about my head like Medusa's snakes. The bubbles where the only thing separating my nudity from theirs. I let the jets pound out my muscle aches and pains from working like a man all week and stared at my toes wiggling against the muted sage mint colored water. I hung out till the jets stopped and I could figure out where the damn controls were. It really was special I say.

If I am a woman in this life as a lesson for being a womanizer in my past life, then I laugh in the face of fate. I am now in on the secret lair of the woman and I'm never leaving.

Dark water

2010-11-08T17:57:00.000-08:00

Gleaming in the depths
sighted from on deck
my shadow cast on the waves
it's light shone right where my shadow heart lies
It could just be an illusion, a farce
yet is there such a thing as linear life?
I dive in again and again
reveling in the cool bubbles swirling around my thighs
the bottoms of my feet
beacons to passing ships
as I fight the current
sinking toward nothing

This place

2010-11-08T17:55:00.000-08:00

Dreaming of you,

bouncing in slow motion,

my whole body rocking,
up and down.

Inside me fires have been lit.

I feel myself twisting in my seat.

There is nowhere for this heat to go.

It fills me, I will burst if you look my way.

Flushing and swelling, my blood running fast,

I can hear it in my thighs, rushing, like lava.

I am part of everything and everything is my dream

In this place I am helpless to wanting to help myself.

Here and there

2010-11-08T17:52:00.000-08:00

At my desk, looking at girls. So many beautiful girls to see here. I want him under my desk. Under my clothes. Under my skin. I am stretching the fabric. Filling my underthings with the visions flashing in my mind. Touch me there. Breathe me in. Slide your hands into my world. Roll me over and press my face into the cushion of the booth. Kissing my panties and holding me thrumming and alive. I want a swing, a see saw, a glove, a paddle. I want you to tear the shower curtain off and pull my wet naked body out like a looter in a riot. Run with me. Your prize for the taking. Your grip on my hips. Pull me to your body and let me feel your powers. Push my wrists into the mattress and smell my neck. Remember my body flashing in the light of the street lamps. Feel my heart pounding into yours. I will take you down too. Let your hold tighten and your hardness dominate. I feel the ringing of a million tiny bells surging in my center. I am the one exploding silently in the corner. My petals fall away into a river of heat. I burn the covers with my sweltering force. Pour your words into this vessel. It is endless and eternal. It is forever and ever, a need without end.

My sights set on you

2010-11-08T17:26:00.000-08:00

I'm squirming in my chair thinking of her. Her soft skin, cursive lines and sexy demeanor. I dream of her tied up to a chair naked, waiting for me to please her. Her arms are tied to the back of the chair with her legs, hips and torso free. She doesn't know what I intend to do with her. We are in a dimly lit, warm room draped in deep reds and velvet textures. The same fabric I used to blindfold her lovely eyes. She loves me, trusts me, so I tied her to the chair. She wanted it. She is far away from the real world here with me. I love her and I trust her so I did what she asked of me. Her toes are flat against the floor and her heels held high. The arches of her feet call to me. She is so inviting. I've thought about what I wanted to do with her already of course. I've thought of it over and over while all alone in the house.

I will wash her here in the chair blindfolded. I have my basin full of soapy water and a carafe of clean water. They are just the right temperature so that she won't get cold or scalded. I have a large swatch of terry cloth dipped in the soapy water basin. I lift it out at her feet slowly so she can hear the water and know its coming. I begin with her feet and am careful not to tickle them. I then move quickly up her ankles and legs so beautiful and curvaceous. I squeeze the warm soapy water out of the rag all over her belly. The bubbles slide down to her thighs and then pool beneath her pussy in the chair. What a heavenly place to swim I would think. I proceed to her breasts heavy and waiting. Her nipples harden and her mouth opens slightly at the warmth of the rag. I unfold the rag and lay it across her round, heaving tits. I then pull the rag up towards her neck slowly watching the wet, hot terry cloth lift her breasts up, and drag her nipples pressing them all hard against her aureoles. As I'm doing this I lean forward and envelope her lower lip between mine. I lightly suck it and run my tongue across it to let her know how good it's going to get. I wring the warm water from the rag and it washes over her body as I'm kissing her. I bend over her lap to soak the rag again letting my breasts lay on the top of her thigh as it absorbs afresh. I bunch up the rag and press it between her thighs forcing her legs open.

Her chest is out, her back arched and head back. She is so fucking sexy. I cannot imagine how I've managed to hold back this desire for so long. I lift the carafe of clean, hot water and pour it down her whole body from her shoulders to her feet, all the while pressing my finger tips against her clit through the cloth. I put two fingertips together and swirl them in slow circles making her quiver and moan. I get on my knees before her and kiss her breast softly lingering over her nipples and sucking them hard. I pour more clean, hot water down her body, but this time it's starting just above the cloth at her cunt. The rag swells and swirls in my hand ticking the folds of her pussy and making her wet and wanton. I lay my head against her thigh resting my chin against the wet rag and kiss her belly. The movement of my chin presses against her and makes her writhe in the chair. She tries to scoot forward. She's desperate for more pressure there.

I remove the rag slowly so as to let the loops of terry cloth all wet and warm follow her labia and run along the curve of her bell. She spreads her legs wide out to either side of the chair, and then with her pretty feet arched and a perfectly sexy pout on her lips she says "Please, please kiss it." I press my face with my mouth closed on her pussy and proceed to slowly let out my tongue. I flatten it wide and cover all her folds with it. I press just right and slowly lick upward torturing her and pleasing her all at the same time. I kiss her beautiful cunt adoringly. I am so excited now. I am wet and my ass is high in the air as I eat her body and soul. She is moaning and breathing as I lap at her pussy like it's cool ice cream on a sweltering afternoon. She is so frustrated wanting to touch me. I slide my right hand under her ass and push my thumb inside. Contracting and quaking muscles shiver all around as I push further and deeper in slowly. She cries out soft and eager at this. I flatten my tongue against her sex again nice and wide licking up and down while I gradually pull out my soaking wet digit. Her nipples are begging me to suck and pinch them.

I raise my head up and press my pulsing pussy against her left knee. She rubs it up and down against my mound.

Like her, my whole body is wet and I am going to come. I am brimming with desire to cry out and come all over her leg. I press my pointer finger slightly on her wet asshole and slide it up and down while pounding her cunt with my fat thumb. She is whining and crying out to me. "Melissa I am going to come all over your fucking hand." I fiendishly gyrate my hips against her leg and feel the impending orgasm through my cunt. "Come for me sweet girl, come all over my hand so I can feel your hot cunt explode." "There is nothing I want more than to hear your little voice while you have the best fucking orgasm of your life."

All her quaking muscles tremor and jolt around my thumb as she humps the base of my palm. I feel the hot, sweet come ebbing from her as mine surges from me down her shin. I slide down her with my pussy exploding and catch her juices in my mouth. I lap at it and drink it all down while having the most incredible orgasm. It's the best fucking pussy on earth and it's in my mouth. My legs are crossed around her ankle with my ass sitting on the top her foot still surging with spasms from my earth shaking orgasm. We rest for a while in post orgasmic bliss. We will clean up and take a nap together. I love her and she loves me and we will always be good friends.

Melissa

2010-11-08T17:17:00.002-08:00

It's better my sweet that we hover like bees

It is so obvious
I cannot hide
I wear it all over me like a clinging wet gown.
Scallops of translucent fabric
swoop from thigh to thigh
like trapeze artists
taunting the edge of life.
Traveling light and free
the water of desire cool and fluid
runs along each curve
like sneaking snakes
slithering off to hide in my folds.
Will I be tormented this way
for all my days on this Earth?
Is it a gift, or a curse?
Floating around in Melissa
feeling weightless and bright.

Come on girl

2010-11-08T17:09:00.000-08:00

Plays my secret keys by hammer strike
all to itself
sways from side to side starring out the window
rain in rivulets reveal the outside world in convex reverse
My slippery song sung
with come hither curl of finger
has called and lured it
in slowly
quietly
entering me
exhalation breathing in bass lines
Pretty girl in her underwear
swears in it's ears
Ven aqui
y aqui
otra vez
otra vez
mi amor
Yo le comere vivo

Sinister curves

2010-11-08T16:28:00.000-08:00

She's standing in her panties all soft and smooth. I am ignited when I notice the contrast of the fabric against her skin. Tracing the indention line down the middle of her back leading my eyes to the curvature of her undeniably gorgeous ass, her eyes meet mine and the butterflies escape some secret chamber in my heart and flit about like bandits in my brain. While I move closer I see the submission in her countenance already, yet she never loses the evidence of her ferocity inside. I start with her mouth. Oh this is a lovely place. They are twin rubies of velvet waiting for me to taste them softly with my own. I lightly touch them with my fingers sliding over to her jaw line in utter adoration at such living artwork. I run my hands from the nape of her neck down her back, forward to her hips and ending at her thighs. I get on my knees before her and squeeze them causing her nipples to tighten and peak. I look up to her face framed between her pendulous breasts and press my cheek to her soft pelvis. I slowly rise slightly dragging the sides of my lips along her abdomen up between her simmering hills of flesh. I bury my face in her neck and breathe in deep all her secrets and quickly make mental notes. Our breasts touch and our nipples make contact. There is such electricity moving in invisible waves between our bodies. I kiss her neck slowly and softly and tell her she's mine. My hands cup her hips, my fingers slide around to find the lacy waistline of her panties. Her thin white panties are so frail and inept to withstand the pressure of my advancing knee. She is smoking fucking hot. I cannot wait a moment longer to taste her and make her writhe in my wake. My warm, wet tongue enters her mouth slowly and we linger in a kiss so perfect, flawless and delectable. She is delicious and ready. She walks over to the velvet armchair and sits down with her back arched and breasts begging to be sucked and bitten lightly. I spread her legs apart and drape each one on either side of the arms of the chair. I take her breasts in my hands and squeeze feverishly. I look into her eyes and unfurl my tongue to the tips of her nipples. I suck each one drunkenly. In love with one, then the other. I release my grip and they bounce and boil over at me. I lap at them, lick them, suck them and delight in them in every way possible. She writhes at my breasts pressed against her inner thighs. I proceed to lick and suck her ribs and belly running my hands along her calves and up her legs. I kiss her inner thighs and she raises her hips offering herself to me. I graze the thin barrier between my mouth and her pussy with warm exhale. She rises once more pushing the crotch of her panties to my mouth and I give her a little bite and quickly pull away making her whimper and moan in frustration. I hover over this sweet spot and gently pull them aside. I kiss the roof softly and press my open mouth to her lips and exhale slow and deep. My tongue slides up from the underneath of her button slowly then back down wetting her treasures of heaven for me to indulge. She is breathing harder now and she proceeds to drape her legs over my shoulders. I flatten my tongue against her slit and run it up and down slowly tasting the salty fluid ebbing from her aching cunt. She arches her back in response and I rip off her panties and dive in. Her hands are on my head, fingers pulling my hair while pressing my mouth harder against her pussy. My panties are soaking wet and white hot. My nipples are rock hard and ready for attention. I pull her off the chair and lay myself down on my back. I pull her toward me on her knees smiling. She mounts my face. As I devour her sweet pussy I look up to see her bottom lips between her teeth and eyes heavy beneath swooping lashes. She grinds herself on my mouth and I explore her with my thumb. She begins to rock her hips up and down bouncing on it swooning. Her head is thrown back and her hair spills down her body like flames licking the sky. She begins to quake and I am ready to taste her flooding eruption. She lowers herself down to the ground on all fours and rides my mouth hard. Spasms and twitches vibrate at higher frequency and I feel the walls of her sweet cunt contract against the pressure of my come soaked thumb. She lets out a squeal and smothers me with sinister curves and succulent gushes. Her shuddering body lays over me and our breasts touch once again moving in time with one another. She looks down at me smiling and kisses my eyelids while stroking my hair. She is all I can see and I am falling apart in her arms.......to be continued.

Dangerously soaked in sackcloth

2010-11-08T15:55:00.000-08:00

Pulsing drum of the heart generates a soundtrack for the rushing escape to him.
I steal furtive sidelong glances from across the room.

When his gaze meets mine a compressed fountain of blood explodes inside my chest causing my face to flush.

I feel those eyes on my back as they grace my shoulder blades.

I unfurl my onyx wings to heaven at his advance.

His hair curls around my fingers like tendrils of sackcloth begging to be stroked.

His slumbering lashes plunge me deeper into this brimming river of desire.

Dawns first light threatens us to no avail.

Tangled tongue and lips intermingle with earth-shattering bass.

We will never come back ever..